Now is such a time.
It has been seven days and seven nights since our Ford Escort station wagon made its last chugging effort to climb the mountain before it stopped. We made it to within half a mile of the southern exit ramp into Mount Shasta City before the car just stopped. It was overheating and steaming and had absolutely no power or will to continue. Our car surrendered to this mountainous serene place.
Now if only we can surrender!
Cephas and I looked at each other with those all knowing looks that said, "I can't believe this even though I knew somehow that it was going to happen!" We weren't really surprised or in a state of disbelief. Rather, it was a euphoric moment of remembering. Does that make any sense at all? I mean, we both really expected it to happen! On the ride up the mountain, a strange sense of expectancy washed over me. I heard a train sound in the distance which brought back memories of the days we rode the trains from the Dunsmuir station to Chico and Redding. At that moment, I felt that we would ride the trains again. I knew this with a distant yet calm certainty.
But I didn't know why.
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